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she was required to do. Clearwater's heart alternately leapt
and quailed at the thought of going to the cloud-warrior and the dread
of what might happen if they were found together.
She knew that Mr Snow would not have asked her to risk death and
dishonour unless it was necessary. She also knew that if she did what
was required without the rest of the clan knowing, the cloud-warrior
would go, leaving her to face Cadillac weighed down by the shameful
knowledge that she had betrayed him. And that would be like dying
too.
But she was a child of the Plainfolk; of the clan M'CalI, from the
bloodline of the She-Kargo. And as Mr Snow had said to Steve, the
M'Calls had the courage to accept their destiny.
Death-Wish left to return to the main settlement as Clearwater prepared
the evening meal she was to share with her clan-sisters. Both sisters
were unaware that their portions contained a liberal dose of Dream Cap.
Cooked with food, it acted as a strong sedative and within an hour both
slipped away gently into a deep sleep.
Confident that neither would wake until the sun was at the head of the
sky on the following day, Clearwater went to the rock-pool where her
clan-sisters had provided Death-Wish with a frolicsome combination of
sex and hygiene and carefully washed her newly-patterned body.
Returning to the hut, she knelt before it on the woven mats and sang to
herself as she braided fresh flowers into her hair and rubbed a
fragrant oil onto her arms, breasts, belly and thighs. The song she
sang was about a She-Wolf who lay with her young warrior-love through
the time of the New Earth only to lose him at Summer-Dawn when he fell
under the knives of a marauding clan. A sad, keening lament that
brought tears to her eyes.
And so it was that, on the last night before Cadillac and Mr Snow
returned, Steve stirred sleepily and discovered Clearwater snuggling
down beside him under his wolf-skins.
As his eyes snapped wide open, she laid a warning finger on his lips
and then embraced him. The touch of her lips on his, the electric
shock that ran through him as her supple body slid sinuously against
his own, nearly blew the top of his head off. It was unbelievable.
Out of this world.
Putting the bomb in the barrel with Lundkwist was nothing compared with
this. Steve might not know what the word love meant but he knew how it
felt. It made his heart leap; made him feel he would suffocate with
sheer joy. It was all coming true; it was happening; she was here;
lithe, eager, vibrant, sensual, demanding, yet, at the same time, it
seemed totally unreal.
As they lay together in the darkness, tenderly locked in each other's
arms, their love-making had a gentle dream-like quality, far removed
from the sweaty clash of lamp-tanned muscled limbs, the mechanical
thrust and counterthrust, the feeling of disassociation that
accompanied his previous sexual encounters. They were borne aloft on a
wave of emotion, transported to another plane, another timeless
dimension beyond the bounds of physical reality.
This isn't really happening, thought Steve. My imagination's working
overtime. But no. When he woke again in the first grey light of dawn
he found Clearwater nestled sleepily against him, her legs interlocked
with his. It took a few seconds to collect his thoughts then the
reality of the situation hit Steve like a sledgehammer between the
eyes.
'Christopher Columbus . . I' he whispered to himself.
What they had done was the height of folly: if discovered it would
destroy the relationships he had carefully built up, demonstrate his
total disregard of the clan's social values and bring death to them
both.
Clearwater was also full of regrets. Not for what they had done, but
because her desire for Steve had placed his life in jeopardy. She took
his face in her hands and told him that there was only one solution to
the jam they had landed themselves in. He must escape on the arrowhead
he had built.
Steve gathered her into his arms. 'I'm not leaving here unless you
promise to come with me."
Clearwater put her hands on his chest. 'That is madness.
There is no place on the arrowhead for me!" Steve knew she was
right.
There was no way that BlueBird could carry both of them. The wing