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it was absolutely shattering. Steve simply could not accept the idea
that the brilliant career he had mapped out for himself since the age
of five was about to end with his transfer to the A-Levels.
Sitting there with his head in his hands, he consoled himself with the
thought that his future had looked equally bleak as he'd lain trapped
in the wreckage of his Skyhawk in the middle of a burning cropfield.
And again when Motor-Head, the paramount warrior of the M'Calls, had
confronted him on the bluff as he was preparing to escape. He had to
believe it would all come right. It would somehow. Christo - it had
to! Three years in the A-Levels before his first grading review. He
couldn't bear the idea of being down there three hours!
Steve stood up and paced around the room, trying to figure a way out of
the jam he was in. First there was the problem of the statement he'd
made to the Assessors.
Despite the President's opening assurances about maintaining a spirit
of enquiry, the Board had not been prepared to listen to any opinions
about the Mutes that did not accord with the official attitude on the
subject.
He could still not get over the way he had not been allowed to even
mention the Talisman Prophecy. In view of the Board's blind prejudice,
maybe that was just as well. The mere mention of earth magic,
summoners and seers would have had them popping their rivets. Chisum
might believe that the First Family were doing their best but what had
happened was a prime example of their cynical suppression of the
truth.
By erasing all mention of the Prophecy from the record and allowing no
discussion of it, the dark-haired President had proved what Steve had
suspected for some time. The First Family believed in Mute magic - and
yet any public discussion of even the idea was a Code One offence! The
First Family knew it was true - and yet they were still sending guys to
the wall! It was crazy...
Steve had seen proof of the Mutes' magical powers on at least two
separate occasions, maybe more. He could have told the dark-haired
lady in the high-backed chair if she'd been prepared to listen. Just
as he could have told her of Mr Snow's gloriously quirky character,
Cadillac's almost superhuman intelligence, and Clearwater's flawless
beauty. Not to mention the depth of her mind and the powers at her
command.
These three were not only human, they possessed an extra dimension that
the dark-haired President and the Board were quite incapable of
recognising- an awareness of the world, and the mysterious forces at
work within it, of the great destiny of the Plainfolk under the
leadership of the mysterious Talisman; the Thrice-Gifted One who had
not yet manifested his presence. These were things which Steve himself
had only just begun, with great difficulty - and considerable
reluctance - to accept and to attempt to understand. It was difficult
because jawareness' as a word-concept did not feature in the
Federation's dictionary- at least not at the level Steve had access
to.
It had sprung fully-formed into his mind while in captivity and had
left him troubled and confused. His Tracker psyche had felt as if it
was being torn in two.
Mutes, Steve had discovered, cherished some batty notions and lived by
rules which they regarded as inviolate, but they were at least prepared
to listen to new ideas. Most Trackers on the other hand - as the Board
of Assessors had recently demonstrated - suffered from tunnel-vision.
Maybe it came from living underground.
But why should it be so? Everyone in the Federation, including Steve,
had been raised to believe that the First Family was the source of all
wisdom, all knowledge. They knew everything. How could they deny for
centuries what Steve, in five short months, had discovered to be
true?
What did they hope to gain by sticking their heads in the sand?
Chisum walked into the ward just after 1900 hours.
Steve sat up and swung his feet down off the bed. 'Hi.
You through for the day?"
'Yeah,' said Chisum. 'How'd you make out?"
Steve told him.
Chisum listened sombrely, then sucked in his breath.
'Sounds like you got a rough deal, good buddie." He patted Steve on
the shoulder then walked over to a swivel chair. Apart from the beds
and a small table,.it was the only place to sit. Chisum thrust his
hands in his pockets and slumped down in the chair, feet wide apart.
'Yep...
The only way to get through times like this is to believe it's all for