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The smell of their bodies, their huts and their food made his bile rise
and during the first week he had been physically sick several times.
Yet within a month he had become totally acclimatised, so that now, the
filtered, purified air pumped out and sucked in through the countless
vents and grilles throughout the Federation seemed positively thin and
stale; all the 'fiavour' had been processed out of it.
As he washed his hands, Steve tried to work out the reason for the
noticeable change in the attitude of his escort. He decided that
Delaney and Gazzara must be the afternoon shift. On the other hand,
they might be two of the original bunch who, having temporarily vented
their aggression, were now resting between rounds. Whatever the
answer, Steve did not intend to probe the limits of their new-found
amiability. He knocked on the door.
Delaney stepped inside and unfolded the hood.
'Thanks for giving me a chance to breathe,' said Steve.
'Don't understand why you're dressed up in this gear in the first
place,' grunted Delaney. 'A guy with your connections. If we get an
empty car at Lubbock, I'll pull it again so's you can watch some tv."
'Terrific." Steve bowed his head so that Delaney, who was a little on
the short side, could replace the hood without having to climb on the
can. So that was it, thought Steve, as darkness enveloped him. His
escort had unearthed the fact that he and the State Provost-Marshal
were kin and were hedging their bets in case he was acquitted and came
back into circulation.
Good thinking, Delaney. I'll get back to you later, you little
creep.
You can help me track down those six guys who hauled me off the
ramp...
Delaney sounded disappointed when the carriage didn't empty at Reagan
Field. Steve did not mind missing the video being shown on that
particular run and declined the offer to listen to the sound track over
one of the headsets provided for passengers. 'There are people
around,' he explained diplomatically. 'I don't want you guys getting
into trouble."
The truth was slightly different. Even before he had gone overground
and discovered the world of the Plainfolk, Steve had never been an avid
viewer of Federation tv. Apart from the vocational and archive
channels, the programming was as bland as the air being pumped by those
Zed-heads in the A-Levels; blue-sky balladeers and processed
inspirational pap interspersed with newscasts composed, of the most
part, of mind-numbing trivia.
For Steve, the turn-off had begun somewhere around his sixth or seventh
year and the inability to swallow this uninspired diet had increased as
he grew older. Roz, who was two years younger, had confessed to having
a similar rejection problem and it was this shared aversion that had
led them to believe that they were somehow different; superior. This
belief in their 'otherness' had become their secret and throughout
their brief childhood, they had been inseparable. By the time he was
fourteen - the age at which, in the Federation, you were regarded as an
adult - Steve, who admitted no other friends, was aware that the
relationship between Roz and himself went beyond the bounds of kinship
as defined by the Manual.
Leaving Roosevelt Field to begin his year of labour service with the
Young Pioneers, Steve had pretended not to care about being parted from
Roz. He had become skilled at camouflaging his true feelings, but soon
after starting work on the last lap of the shuttleway to Phoenix,
Arizona, he had been troubled by the discovery that, on certain
occasions, he and Roz were together even when they were hundreds of
miles apart.
He had said nothing about this to his sister but, in the few days he
had spent with her between leaving the Flight Academy and joining his
wagon-train, Roz had revealed that she had been in mental contact with
him during his first overground solo. She had experienced the same
heart-stopping sensation as he soared off the ramp and caught his first
glimpse of the overground; had seen, deep within her mind, the same
great glorious sweep of earth and sky.
The strength of his feelings for Roz, which he had never fully revealed
to her or dared admit to himself, were only surpassed by his response
to Clearwater, the female Mute - no, that was wrong - the Mute girl
with whom he . . . Christopher! It was too painful to think about.
From the moment he first set eyes on her on the night he had been
called upon to bite the arrow, he had been plagued by po