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tors, the five top students had
reached a remarkably high standard and were now rehearsing the
exhibition routine that he and Steve had worked out.
Dozens of gardeners aided by gangs of Mutes were busy tidying up the
landscape. A brand-new access road now linked the highway to the
eastern side of the flying field where a hundred Korean craftsmen were
building a wooden grandstand with boxes at the front for the two
domain-lords and the other top VIPs and several tiers of benches for
those of inferior rank.
The euphoria generated by the achievements of all concerned and the
preparations for what was obviously going to be a major spectacle - of
which he was the principal architect - swept away Cadillac's doubts
about his future prospects. If all went well, it could signal the
beginning of a new, and even more glorious, stage in his career.
Looking back on what had been accomplished in the last few weeks made
the notion that his services might be dispensed with seem totally
absurd. He should never have revealed his temporary feelings of
insecurity.
But had he not done so, the fair-haired Tracker would not have been so
forthcoming about his plans to escape.
Yes. Only one cloud marred an otherwise dazzling horizon: Brickman.
What the stones had foretold was coming true. Sooner or later Brickman
would carry Clearwater away to the dark world beneath the deserts of
the south. And many would die. Cadillac did not fear for his own
life. Mr Snow, who spoke with the Sky Voices, had assured him that he
and Clearwater would both live. For he was to be the sword and she the
shield of Talisman.
The meaning of Mr Snow's words was unclear, but in any case it referred
to some future event. What concerned Cadillac was the here and now.
The cloud warrior's presence had disinterred the crushing sense of
guilt he had tried so hard to bury. His betrayal of Mr Snow's trust,
his indifference to Clearwater's present fate and the abandonment of
his duty towards the clan M'Call were the main reasons why he sought
nightly oblivion with the aid of sake.
Yes, guilt was one element of his present unease but the root cause was
envy - generated by his own reaction at having to measure up to and
work with his rival. A rival who did not even bother to compete; whose
sense of superiority was so crushing he cheerfully accepted the
demeaning role of a Mute slave, tackling the menial tasks he was given
with the same enthusiasm he brought to solving a knotty problem of
aerodynamics. What made it worse was knowing that he could not have
got this far without Brickman's shrewd counsel and unflagging
cooperation.
The realisation that he was still not the equal of the cloud warrior
increased Cadillac's smouldering resentment. But it was worse than
that. He needed Brickman. His presence acted as a spur; made him
sharper, helped his own brain to function better. But to be dependent
on someone you could not trust was both foolish and dangerous.
Cadillac cursed himself for not denouncing Brickman at the very
beginning. It was now too late, and he doubted whether he could ever
have done it. He already had too many betrayals on his conscience.
No... escape was the answer. Let him take Clearwater. Provided the
manner of their departure did not jeopardise his own situation, he
would be happy to be rid of both of them.
He had meant what he had said to Brickman about there being nothing for
him to go back to. The will of Talisman might one day bring Clearwater
back into his life, but for the foreseeable future he had lost her.
The hopes he had nurtured about patching up their relationship had
vanished with Brickman's arrival in Ne-Issan.
If he went back to the clan, he would be obliged to resume his role as
Mr Snow's apprentice; his obedient shadow. He would only acquire
proper standing in the eyes of the clan after Mr Snow's death. But the